Per AMY's Request- This one's for you!
Have you ever had one of those moments that really scared you? A moment that you realized you were completely UNPREPARED for the situation? A moment that you had to choose between your children or your Husband? Well, for me- ALL these happened AT THE SAME TIME!
We went down to Quinn's Pond to watch Ben try out his new kayak that he got for Christmas. The day was beautiful - I was sitting on an embankment holding Blake, who had just learned how to crawl. Mason was throwing rocks in the pond, as any 4 yr old should be! :D Ben was paddling around, when he decided to try a roll....that is after all what we came here to do! Well .... it didn't go quite as planned! Start the LONGEST 6 seconds of my life.........
He didn't POP right back up, like I had envisioned him doing. I was sitting there on the bank watching the underside of kayak twist and turn as if JAWS had a hold of it! My mind went into overdrive!..... "What if he's in real trouble?"..."We didn't really come up with a Game Plan here!" ..."How long should I wait before I dive in there?"... "WAIT!.. I can't dive in there! I'm on a 4 foot high enbankment that plunges into deep water with a very curious 1 year old who would follow me right in there!"..... "Remember that story of that woman who was swimming out to save her drowning husband when she felt a strong feeling to stop?...She turned around and saw that her teenage son had started to out to help his dad then he too began to drown...The woman knew she needed to save her child and let go of her Husband!"... "Sorry Ben! I Love you , But....You're on your own!"...
It's AMAZING how much your brain processes in 6 seconds....But, SERIOUSLY this ALL went through my head. Luckily, Ben was able to pull to cord and get out ok. We laughed about it right away of course, but I did inform him of my decision of the kids over him...which he actually agreed with!... And here's the lovely video of the whole thing for you all to enjoy! :D
If you listen closely, you might be able to hear the expletive I let fly in the middle of it all!
YES!.. I SWEAR when I'm under stress or REALLY MAD!
Peace OUT!









